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So he went home. Not to the D.C. row house, but to the real home: a small farm outside Wilmington, Delaware, that had been in his wife’s family for generations. Diana had passed two years prior, and the farm had sat quiet, a museum of her touch. Her garden shears still hung on a hook by the back door.

He started writing letters. Real letters, with stamps. To former colleagues. To the janitor who’d cleaned his office for thirty years. To a teenager in Dover who’d written him a worried letter about the river pollution. Each letter ended the same way: Stay at it. The work is slow, but so is the river, and look where it ends.

From then on, he made a rule. No cable news before noon. No phone calls before coffee. And every afternoon, he would fix one thing—a loose fence post, a squeaky hinge, a broken promise to himself to learn how to bake bread. He drove into town for groceries and people would stop him. “Senator, what do you think about the budget?” He’d smile. “I think my tomatoes need staking. Ask me again in July.”