It wasn’t sarcastic. It was relieved.
For the first time in twenty-two years, Lin Wei stopped trying to be a good Christian. And in that strange, terrifying rest, he finally became one—not by effort, but by exchange. The grace had been there the whole time, waiting for him to stop building the prison walls of his own religion. The Complete Works of Watchman Nee - Grace In Christianity
Lin Wei put the book down. His hands were shaking. It wasn’t sarcastic
Lin Wei scoffed. I know this already.
“Brother Lin Wei,” she whispered. “I failed again. I don’t think God wants me anymore.” And in that strange, terrifying rest, he finally
On a bottom shelf, tucked between a feng shui manual and a romance novel, was a thick, worn paperback: The Complete Works of Watchman Nee - Volume 7: Grace In Christianity .