You pull the blanket over your head. The blanket is a bunker. Underneath it, the world shrinks to the size of a manga panel. You hear the old woman next door watering her plants. She waters them every morning. You imagine the roots drinking, growing, plotting. She is probably a scout for the Hikikomori Eradication Project . The water is actually a pheromone that makes you want to join a cult.
"Did you go outside today?" the stain asks.
Your apartment is a 4.5-tatami coffin. Sunlight, that cruel morning interrogator, slices through a gap in the blackout curtains. It lands on empty cup-noodle cups. On ashtrays shaped like tiny volcanoes. On the unfinished light novel where the protagonist has been staring at a blank page for 117 days.
"No."