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I closed my laptop. For the first time in six months, I looked at my own reflection in the black mirror of my phone screen.
I weighed 280 pounds. My girlfriend had left me in the spring. I had ghosted my family for three months. My life was a static panel—gray, repetitive, and devoid of motion. Doujindesu was my anesthetic. It was a random, obscure doujinshi. No action scenes, no fan service. Just a two-page spread of a character looking in a mirror. -Doujindesu.TV--Turning-My-Life-Around-with-Cry...
This merged my two selves. The otaku and the athlete. I started a ritual. I would open Doujindesu.TV on my phone while stretching on the gym mat. I would read one page, do five pushups. Read another page, hold a plank. I closed my laptop