(She closes her eyes.)
"You know what I realized? I’ve been so scared of being alone that I forgot how to be with myself. Every word I said, every smile—I was shaping it for someone else. ‘What will they think? Will they stay? Will they leave like the last one?’" ayaka oishi monologue 6 13
(She turns away from the window, hugging her knees.) (She closes her eyes
(She laughs softly, bitterly.)
"Tomorrow, maybe I’ll speak. But tonight, I just exist." hugging her knees.) (She laughs softly